Living a Nightmare

When I was growing up, as a young patootie,
I always had a nightmare, that stayed with me.

Wherever I, find my significant other,
My life, will change for better.

Wherever I, saw future kids,
In my dreams, they always hated me.

After many years, almost relic,
I re-lived, the nightmare within.

Had a brave face, understood every word,
Cried my heart out, once I reached home.

Today I, doubted in solitary,
heard someone, feared me.

Was I, turning into,
Someone else, I loathe.

If you say goodbye

If you say goodbye, I see the words flying high,

But i can’t hear your voice, it may not be my might.

If you roast my heart, you ain’t getting it back,

it won’t stop beating cause you said, you better stay far away.

 

You remember flowers, I hate them all in & out,

Let me throw them away, not gonna help in anyway.

 

I believe, in my dreams

I believe, I strive to live

I believe, your ego broke your heart

I believe, you can’t erase the part

 

My heart and mind sing, I live for me and me within,

give yourself some credit now, you maybe blind but not alone.

 

just hold my hand, he said and I took the chance,

I’m happy like never before, right time right face made my world