I don’t know this feeling, I am unfamiliar,
It feels incomplete, it feels unreal.
I have love and respect, a voice and space,
Yet I feel distant, pondering on my mistakes.
Right now in this moment, I am looking at myself,
From a third person’s perspective, my worth is my wealth.
Constant analysis, introspection they say,
Is taking a toll on me, almost everyday.
I am in the moment, yet so lost,
My constant struggle of, right and wrong.
A slight delay, a silly mistake,
I am living, my human element.